Hi frndz…. I am PAWAN KUMAR KHATIK Mai bhi apna ghum aap logo k sath share krna chahta hu. 2010 me 10th pass karne k baad maine 11th sci me college me admission liya or college k paas hi 1 coaching classes me b admission liya. Classes me maine 1 ladki ko dekha. Use dekhte hi mujhe usse pyar ho gaya lekin us pyar ko pehchanne me thoda waqt laga. Mai bachpan se hi ladkiyon se dur rehta tha. Mujhe Ladkiyon se allergy thi. Lekin mai uska deewana ban gaya tha. Uska naam zoya tha. College open hone k baad mujhe pata chala k wo meri hi class me hai.mai bahut khush hua. 1 din mai 1st row ki last banch me baitha tha or wo 2nd row ki 3rd banch pe baithi thi. Maine himmat karke uski taraf dekha or ghabra kar mundi neeche kar liya…. Qki wo b mujhe hi dekh rahi thi. Mai use hmesha dekhne laga or wo b mujhe dekhti thi. Fir wo 3rd row ki last banch me baithne lagi. Hum ekdusre ko sirf dekhte rehte the.1 din urdu k lecturer ne mujhe zoya ko dekhte huye dekh liya or panishment di lekin accha lagta tha. Hum dono ekdusre se kabhi bat nahi krte the qki usko b ladko se allergy thi. Hum dono college me chahte huye b bat nahi kar sakte the qki uske frndz uspq bahut nazr rakhte the or mere frndz mujhepe. Kabhi kabhi usse books mang leta tha. Hum 12th sci me aa gaye. Mai apne 1 dost k sath roz college chutne k bad zoya ke peeche peeche uske ghr tak jata tha. Or uske building k gate k pas DDLJ ki tarah uske mud kar dekhne ka intzar karta tha wo bhi dekhti thi mud kar mujhe. Eid k baad 7 sep 2011 ko college wo staff roome k pas kisi kam se apni frnd (mumtaz) k sath khadi thi. Maine zoya ko ’eid mubarak’ bola to mumtaz mujhse naraz ho gayi. Maine socha k zoya ko mera ’eid mubarak ’ kehna psnd nahi aaya or usne mumtaz se meri shikayat kardi. Maine socha zoya mujhse pyar nahi krti fir maine use dekhna bilkul bnd krdya. 21 sep 2011 ko college me mujhe 1 call aaya. Awaz sun kar mai samajh gaya k wo meri classmate ’fauzia’ hai. Maine call cut kar diya or socha k ab iske zariye mai zoya se mafi mangunga. 2re din maine us nmbr pe bahut msg kiya us nmbr se rply bhi aaya or fir mujhe pata chala ke wo fauzia nahi zoya ki best frnd ’maria’ ka nmbr hai.usne mujhse puchi ”kya tum zoya ko like karte ho?” maine kaha ”like nahi love karta hu.i love her so much” usne kaha ”she likes u 2” mujhe yakeen nahi ho raha tha mujhe laga koi mzak kar raha hai maine us nmbr pe call kiya wo maria hi thi.zoya ko b malum pad gaya tha 29 sep 2011 ko usne mujhe zoya ka nmbr di. Fir humlog ekdsure se msg pe bat krte the. Hmesha bat karte the. Badi mushkil se maine use call krke bat krne per mana liya. Lkn phone pe bht kum bat karte the. Hari beech choti-choti bat pe jhagde b bahut hote the.lkn mai usko mana leta tha. Wo mujhse bahut pyar karti thi.bahut zyada. Hm yaha waha ghumne firne nahi jate the.ekdusre se milte b nahi the sirf msg pe baat krte the. Board k exm khatm hone ke bad usne mujhe btaya k wo 4may 2012 ko apne village ja rahi hai. Mujhe bahut dukh hua. Fir 30 april 2012 ko…. usne…. mujhe…. bataya ke……. Uski…. Uski…. Engagment hone wali hai.or wo apne parents ko naraz nahi karna chahti.wo bechari majbur thi. Mai bahut roya. Mere pas kehne k liye kuch nahi tha. Us wqt mujhe pata chala k duniya apni mrzi se nahi chalti….us wqt mujhe pata chala k mohabbat wo pauda hai jo majburiyon k toofan me palta hai. Us wqt mujhe pata chala k saccha pyar bhi apne apko bacha nahi pata.us wqt mujhe pata chala k hum apni b zindgi apni mrzi se jee nahi sakte. 4 may ko subah me usne mujhe msg kiya.maine koi rply nahi kiya.wo mujhe phn krrahi thi or mai cut krdeta tha. Mai usse baat nahi kar paa raha tha. aisa lag raha tha jaisa mai sirf kuch ghante hi jee paunga. Wo mujhe pura din msg krti rahi phn uthao.plz.rply karo plz… Lkn msg krti rahi..krti rahi…krti rahi….lkn maine koi rply nahi kiya.qki mai andr hi toot raha tha.uske gaon jana tha us din. 8pm usne mujhe apne bhai k nmbr se call kiya maine recieve kar liya wo bahut naraz thi mujhse.keh rahi thi jo dosti thi wo bhi khatm usne mujhpe jam kar gussa utari mai kch bol nhi paya qki mai us wqt apne bhai k sath gadi me tha.mai srf sun raha tha or toot raha tha. Wo mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karegi. Maine aisa q kiya mujhe b nahi malum. Wo mujhse naraz ho kar hmesha hmesha k liye mujhe chodh kar chali gayi. 7th may 2012 ko uski engagment ho gayi or wo bahut khush hai…. Ab mai kaise jeeta hu ye nahi bata sakta.
Posted on: Wed, 19 Jun 2013 05:51:18 +0000
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