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How can my heart hurt as much as it does tonight as it has all week? I miss my mom so much and nothing can stop the pain that I am feeling. I know when people visit I am here but I have a sense that this can not be my life. I wanted to share with you all the song choice I had choose for mom. I had people ask me How the funeral was. Well it was Beautiful, Mom was Beautiful, and The Service was Beautiful. All the People who came were Beautiful, and Then my Life to come back and Leave the Graveside was Hurtful and Painful because I wanted to come home and see my mom. I did not want to leave her there. Each Day is Hard because she Lived here and walking by her room and not hearing her or talking to her or even sitting in there with her breaks my Heart even more. We discussed what was going on with the family or what was going on outside or Just talked about Life in General. We never argued or had angry words towards each other and the things we would talk about was usually about the children. When Birthdays came around and if mom was too sick to get out of the bed we carried the cake in her room and sang to the person who was having a Birthday. The Last Cake she had and Celebration was Veronica Charis Nelson Graduation. That meant a lot to mom because she may not have attended the Graduation but she was still involved in seeing Veronica and all of us celebrate as a Family. That is what we all were, A Family. Mom, I know you are In Heaven next to Dad and looking down, But I miss you, Hope you Loved your song that Chase Allen sang to you and enjoyed the Cup Song him and Veronica Performed for you. The people who did not attend the funeral, My mother always would tell everyone to hush as Chase and Veronica did the song so she could listen At Thanks- Giving this was the last time they had performed it Just for her. I will see if I still have the video and Post it on line under this post for others to enjoy. Mom was in the room that day sitting in the chair as Chase and Veronica did that. What a Great Day that was. Anyways. here is the song choice I choose for mom, and I hope as Bad as I am missing her right Now, She knows how Much I Love her and that she is Dancing in the sky! https://youtube/watch?v=C4dci4Z7p6A
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 03:45:07 +0000

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