How do I even try to put this into words......its exactly 1 week ago today my best friend/brother/roommate died, and it was me who had the unfortunate experience to find him ......just as I had the same experience.... 7 yrs ago , coincedently on a Monday as well.....and several times this week through all the craziness of the arrangements an emotions....I questioned Jesus and my faith in God, and of all the times Ive questioned the Lord, never was the answer so clearly given..... Me: why God why , did it have to be me to find him??? God: because , you my child, I have given you the strengh to handle a situation, and had it not been you, it would have been Bobby Trucks....and I as the Lord know that you love Bobby and you would never ever want him to experience... Me : God why did you take my Smoothy, you know how much I needed him, he was my rock. My security, my companion? God: because my child, James Bureau was suffering, his quality of life was over, so I took mercy on his soul, and called him home, and as for you my child, its time for you to be independent and stand on your own, because Ive given you the strength and wisdom to do so....trust me child everything will be OK, I have a lot of plans for you.... Me: uhhhh....OK God, Im trusting you, and thank you...Amen R.I.P. Smoothy 7/16/64 - 11/10/14
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 17:28:25 +0000
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