I am 21 year old. I got married at the age of 18 which was an arranged marriage. I have a number of siblings and I am the eldest one. My problem is that my marriage has been extremely torturing (both physical and mental) for me since day one. My husband, who is also my cousin, suffers from a psychological disease called schizophrenia. I did not know about it before marriage. When I got to know it, we almost divorced like so many times before. But relatives pressured me emotionally and blackmailed my parents, so I ended up staying with him. Now, I have a daughter as well who is a year old, yet nothing has changed. My husband doesn’t work; my parents and his mom finance us, and since we are living with his mom and his step father, so we don’t have any financial problem. But I am sick of this man. I can’t stand his presence. I keep having ugly flashbacks all the time and sometimes they depress me so much that I feel like killing myself. Then I realize I have a daughter who needs me. I pray five times a day and keep asking Allah for help. I just want to get out of here as soon as possible, but my parents want me to stay and try more. I don’t know what to do. Please guide me.
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 08:24:03 +0000
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