I am in love with my bestfriend’s boyfriend. Well, technically I get to love him first but I just didn’t tell my bestfriend. And then I just got shocked because when I’m already sure with my feelings for him, I discovered that he is courting her. And thinking that my feeling will go away I just let them be. They became together and as the bestfriend, I became closer to him and it made my love for him grow stronger. It was so frustrating back then when I am with them and they get too intimate, I am jealous! And then I started avoiding both of them, I mean put a gap between us. And then my bestfriend’s boyfriend kept on approaching me, we became so close and he shows me sweet gestures. And then I can’t help thinking if he loves me too. But I can’t ask him! Because it’s too complicated and I’m not yet ready for a commitment, I’m too young and my parents prohibit me to do so. And I avoided him, I felt like the feeling slowly fades away.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 00:58:02 +0000