I am not sure how I am going to deal with this. I understand how to deal with being sick. I have been very sick before. I have stood in this doorway in the past wondering if I was going to receive miracles. I did. Something is different now. For some reason everyone is still trying to tell me what I can and can not do. How do they know what I can and can not do? What I should or should not do? Every day is a new day for me. There is something you should know about me. I need some good with the bad. That is how I cope with the bad. Whether it is a horrible job, a horrible task, or anything else I would rather not be experiencing..If I have something to look forward to to hold on to, I will be fine. It could be a hug, a great movie, a fabulous desert.....or a walk in an arboretum with someone special. That is just me. I am not ME if I dont feel needed or useful. I am not me if I can not create. I am not me if I can not touch, or love. I am not me if I can not speak my mind. I am not me if I can not fight to restore my country for my children and your children. So yes, even though I was hurting yesterday, I got most of what I needed for my Halloween costume. A friend of mine laughed and made some remark about my priorities. People in my situation WANT ANY PIECE OF NORMALCY they can find, no matter what it is...big or small... That, will never change for me, or anyone else in my situation.... Find your beautiful spot in your day today, and enjoy it..........it is there...
Posted on: Wed, 22 Oct 2014 15:41:49 +0000
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