I am so very Thankful for the changes that God has allowed me to see in myself over the past several months..... There are so many times when things have had so much impact on my heart that I feel like I cant breathe , but through these new found changes I am beginning to see that life goes on .... I can sit and sulk about how things arent fair and I can complain about feeling left out or like I dont belong and that would be so easy for me to do right now .... But the simple truth is I wasnt created to fit in anyones perfect mold of who or where I should be .... I wasnt created to be someone else to please others ..... I was created for such a time as this ..... To push through difficult times even when they are so very uncomfortable.... To refrain from letting the human in me to strike out with words of anger which is so often harder than lashing out and shooting hurtful words that cut too deep to heal.... I was created to learn that Im ok if Im not always in the middle of everything and not always the center if attention .... Im going to be ok ! I was created to know that the decisions I have made were made in complete faith and even though my life may not be lining up in a way to satisfy me its ok .... I wasnt created to always be in control but instead to release that control to my creator ! This is one of my favorite verses right now .... Sometimes you are called to make bold moves ... Moves that you dont understand or even like , but when theres no gray areas in What God is clearly calling you to do , you cant sit on it no matter how hard it may be and despite the repercussions ...... There is a plan being fulfilled , lives being affected and changed. How loud are you allowing Gods voice to be in your life ! For such a time as this For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?” (Esther 4:14 ESV)
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 03:12:21 +0000
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