I am sorry for those burst of sensitive stories & anger yesterday Yana. I was just too emo yesterday because it reminds me a lot of the past just like the the day I woke up in nightmare. It hurts anyone to see who he love gang up & agree with someone who step all over him while being ignored. Even more so when you like it so it makes my mind go in doubts when I felt C behaviours are very wrong. Both are at fault la. To be honest I felt both got problems & wrongs too la. I am sorry Yana. Really sorri. I know you always say sorri no cure to manhunt malaysia mr yin. But i think I am wrong & overly sensitive so i will apologise to you & feel its better than not apologising & insisting i am right. It was just a small little liking matter yet I think too much & get agitated & remind myself of what happen in the past. Perhaps yana really did not know the full situation what was wrote about & think of some scenario that you dont like to see too thats why perhaps. xiao ding dong is really really sorri. xiao ding dong is willing to let zhu ren yana pull his ears & smack as apology. Its not easy to forget what was did to me & what happen in the past. I am trying but sometimes it will still come back when I get reminded of it. But give me some time & when situation change for good all be fine & forgotten. As I always say no matter what happen or what Yana do to me I will still always always dote & saiyang & L Yana as long as I still can. Also I got a info for you. I talk to WL on the current situation. I did told her hope you all dont extend the probation here & there. It because I see its obvious she dont want to keep her so I told her that. It better to train new staff while we both are still here. She say Yana not coming back. She also say if the indian staff stay & get confirm she would resign. If if if she resign Yana come replace her....hmm my dream scenario which I will stay forever. Kk joking. Joking k cos her supplier stuff she nvr teach anyone before. I also not as expert as her or experience in the lighting stocks so I cant replace her. She also say if the indian staff go, she will ask one of her friends friend come interview & see if want work here. I then told her whoever comes I hope she sit beside them. I explain to her that I dont want get too close with them. If not they will miss xiao ding dong laaa. Later all stick to xiao ding dong again & sad I leave. It will affect their morale their naughty guider everyday. Because this next one or 2 could be the time i finally bid farewell. Yana if you wanna be the one coming back by then I will really welcome you & stay with you till you want me go for hope. I wont disturb you if you dont want. But I will still write anything in my heart here. Dont worry me & C are ok. I might expose all her doings like these but I am trying to forgive & ignore what happen. I am trying my best. With Yana comeback i sure can. But I am actually confuse. Because I want to be with mu lao hu lovingly happily we both smiling like we use to or even closer bao bao together me looking at your face up close naughtily again without barriers or situation that dont allow us to talk or even get close. Its all up to you. If you feel we being patient & me leaving for other works helps more then stay at home rest well ok. If Yana miss yw too much need yw presence beside always & joke with you then come back I will always be the same nice to you. I will still follow ur instructions & what you want & not disturb you too sensitively. I thought yannnaaa very daring!! Just that I will wear mask to work dont let Yana see my face becos I no face aldy write all these mushy stories & poems! Its all up to you. But I know with ur current status & situation you will not be allowed even if you really want deep in your heart. But please be happy Yana. I am here. I am caring for you. I saiyang & dote on you alot. Be daring. Be the daring Yana go for what you want in your heart always. It can all be even closer. But I need time & need work hard. I need efforts. I need luck. I need be brave & daring too. There also need a change of situation if not it wont help... I will always be there for you when you need me Yana. I really am. So please smile happy ok. Only with smile & be happy everyday it will help you & ur health. Ok thats all I snake too long gonna go eat my lunchbox of rice I bought from home yesterday night food. Cya zhu ren Yana. Have a nice day. Once again I apologise to you Yana here. 对不起. Just do whatever you wish Yana & its always ur freedom. I keep quiet now & try not say anything but only happi stuff. I angry I keep quiet okkk. Because mu lao hu is too adorable to be angry with. 義文 always no matter what.
Posted on: Tue, 26 Nov 2013 05:33:38 +0000
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