I am tired of being beat down on here because of my past mistakes. I was on pain killers due to an accident. It was not my fault I got addicted! After it was brought to my attention I seeked help and stopped them. I have admitted my choices were bad ones. I didnt mean to do the things I did to Shell i asked her, my friends, family, And most of all GOD to forgive me. You can see that Shell has a big heart and doesnt hold on to the past. So why do you have to continue to? You will never know how I feel when Im around her. She cares for my grandmother and does a great job! Its not just a pay check for her. She takes her time to talk to her, listens to her, and doesnt make her feel bad that she needs to ask for help. She put all her needs aside to care for me when my dad was sick and after he passed. If you knew her like I do you would see what I see when she goes to places. She can have strangers start talking to her. her positive energy on things is contagious. Look at what her kids dad put her and the girls through, yet she will still go out of her way to help him. Im not asking to date her. All I want is when we cross paths at church we can still smile and say hi. Without me being called a stalker. When we used to go out to lunch yes we got stares. But see she just found ways to laugh about it. When we went to Olive Garden she told them I was her step son. Then proceeded to give them a reason to look. Fat Tomato she was my tutor. Applebees we were married. You see she didnt care. We went to the movies, restaurants, and the mall all as friends. And had a blast. She talked me into letting some lady in the middle of the mall take thread and shape my eye brows. We got pedicures. Facials, had people on x box more interested in our crazy conversation then the game. Yes we got nasty but only as a JOKE. I even walked in heels. All for her. Not because she made me. No! But because she knows how to enjoy life. Im not saying this for any reason except for one thing. Please forgive me and let me prove to you and her that I AM NOT THAT SAME GUY I was last year. We all make mistakes. And we all deserve a second chance. Matthew 6:14-15- For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will NOT forgive your sins. Ephesians 4:31-32- Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you. And last. Luke 6:37- DO NOT judge, and YOU will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 10:24:16 +0000
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