I could protest. But then i look and i realize and i remember i have bruises. The bruises do a lot for me, so I really shouldn’t take how im decorated for granted, ever. For example; the resounding satisfaction I felt was like summer. Alive and long. And blushed me an Immaculate pink. Heat. Shake. Best served chilled. The pain provided me a five course meal once. I fed on my unintentional rage like a snake swallowing its tail. it could have fed my father, had he been starving. But he was not. And his blood was not my own. And for that I am still not sorry enough. You know, this place kills me every winter. But it’s the longest ive commited to anything. Youre the lips of this city. both places of which the traffic is incessant. or maybe not so much. it really depends on what youve eaten that day. the white lines only separate me from me. its getting hard to tell the difference. it really depends on how much pain youre in that day. I am empty calories and I am no good for you. I don’t argue with what ive accepted, because how can I say im normal when I cant even admit how good it felt when you hit me to prove a point? My body stopped caring years ago. You should too. I taste of nineteen years of broken bones And dirty lungs. I guess you cant taste the pollution. None of them do. None of them listen. The doors you kick pound the cavernous depths of my psyche. I feel naked for weeks. Grimace at what youth has done to me. Beaten to death. I’ve paid my respects. Through my teeth. I am the pill that will make you throw up the next morning. Your biography skins me. Grinds my insides to a pulp. I think of all the lips that touched yours before my own. The stomach acid burns like a rough index finger. And in tidal waves it scalds the heart and makes an ulcer out of my soul. I am empty calories and no good for you. But it really depends on what else you’re fed. But you’ll be good from the evidence. Leave my corpse in the furnace. The trip is only temporary. I explain everything better in my head.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 18:38:57 +0000
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