I dont know how much more I can handle.... I feel like giving up everyday but our babies need me to stay strong. They are my world, my everything & they need me. Ugh! God, please take all these troubles away for my little family. Im leaving it in your hands & trust that things turn around for us. I changed so much since I was young and thought I knew it all. I live for our babies & make the best of what we have & Im great full for where my life has gone since I was young & dumb about certain situations. But for what is going on right now, I dont know what I did to deserve this or our babies. I work, put myself through college, pay my bills, & Im with our babies 24/7. I keep questioning my faith & I know I shouldnt be but I dont understand why all this bad is happening right now? I wish I had a sign that everything is going to be alright & we may move forward with our lives. I pray all the time that God has something better in store for us because I just cant do it on my own emotionally, mentally, or physically anymore. I am breaking down & its to the point I dont even like going outside. Depression and anxiety is a horrible disease to live with plus with my other medical issues caused by my depression & anxiety are not good. At 33 yrs old, I suffer with colitis &if it gets any worse, it will turn into crohns disease. They said they will have to remove part of my intestines & I will live with this for the rest of my life. The doctor wants me to remove stress out of my life & I cant because there is just too much going on. UGH!!! I wish I could wake up & it be a bad dream. Please, God something has to give for us. 😢
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 15:00:17 +0000
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