I dont think ill ever fall in love... Even as I write these words I imagine the faces of my closest girlfriends... That is friends who are women.... And the well meaning statements of reassurance that they might offer to me Only... I do not need to be reassured.. When I say, I dont think I will ever fall in love, Im not speaking from a place of defeat, but rather from a place of recognition, and understanding... dont worry Phillip youll find a great girl one day... Thank you for the vote of confidence Ashely I know it comes from a. Place of great intentions... But the truth is ... I have met great women... Some I call family, others I call friends, still some I call teachers, and then others they are my lovers I have been blessed to meet women who are strong, talented, intelligent, in some cases far more intelligent than me, and beautiful, dear lord if there is one thing I am greatful for it is the multitude of beautiful women you have put into my path, their faces shine with perfect symmetry, sharp jaw lines hold delicate female features, which pluck silver strings upon a midnight liar, It is not for a lack of meeting women that I say I dont think I will ever fall in love... And it is not a shortcoming on their end or a shortcoming on my end that breeds this idea, as I said this idea is a bi product of the realization that to fall in love has a connotative meaning, a meaning which has been bought by corporations and mass marketed through our media in the form of stories books and movies, with redundant story lines that follow a formulaic model that ends in happiness or dispiar, When I say I do not think I will ever fall in love, I am not saying I will never love... I am in love, I am in love with life, the subtle intricacies in a delicate tapestry, I am in love with family who take time out of their day to mold me, I am in love with my friends who hold me down through tradgedy, and ... I am in love with all the people who I have met, But I dont belive my love has to come after a fall.... I belive that love is simultaneously eternal and momentary..that the moments crafted in love will echoed through the halls of eternity, till the Valkyries of Valhalla bring Excalibur home, I believe that relationships are meant to be fluid, that we are meant to freely flow in and out of one anothers lives and through honesty and consent craft the parameters of our relationships, rather than to try to take people, and through some antiquated notion of relationship form a shallow contract to absolve our insecurities, Ive been in formal relationships where I have felt choked, as if the words I will never leave you, craft a hollow feeling based upon a beautiful lie And I have had friends, with whom passions have arisen, and in the dark of night and secrecy of our abode our bodies have fused into a tangled sweaty heap that I call freedom , To put it simply I have been in loveless relationships and love full ... Well by contemporary standards ... Love full nothings So please know... That when I say I dont think I will ever fall in love , I am not saying I will never love, I am saying I will never fall... For the bullshit lie... That love only can be fostered through some mundane relationship... Through some incorporeal ignorance that makes one feel he or she owns the other, fall for the bull that flowers on valentines day somehow means I get you, or that a diamond means I love you, But also know that I dont say I will never fall in love But rather.... I dont think I will ever fall in love Because no one knows the future... And it might be that in some dusty smokey coffee shop one day I am reading this poem, and in the audience there might be a woman thinking... That is exactly how I feel And through the perfection of our symmetry I may be swept away, the sand castle of my doubt cast out to sea by the waves of our emotion But still I dont think I will fall in love, Because real love dosent make you fall, It makes you soar aloft wings of passion and truth And so after writing this I now know I will never fall in love But if I meet the right person I just might rise to the occasion
Posted on: Sat, 05 Apr 2014 21:53:35 +0000
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