I feel like Ive been stuck in a really crazy rut that I still have yet to fully understand. There are so many things that I have to be thankful for. And I know that in the process Ive learned alot about who I am. Part of this process was getting rid of my old FB account. Its nice to just drop all of the baggage that has racked up through the years. Its like cleaning house. Simplify. Its been really hard to let go of alot of things. Its taken a while for me to completely detatch from the old crap. Let it go (as it always has been with me). Let go of old friendships that belong in the past. To let go of old stresses. But its hard to do and I dont know why. So today I just did that. I deleted alot of old things that will not be in my present.. All of it. Old photos that remind me of bad times. Old email conversations that turned sour. It still makes me so sad but I know that its necessary.I think that Ive always made a point to be open about who I am and How I feel. Its all out there. I am such an open book. Its so funny what we chose to hang on to. Why is it so important to us, when the answer to all that should be a simple, No, just drop it. I hope that the just drop it attitude allows me to fill my life up with better things. So far I think Im doing alright? Im learning to ride. Im sewing more and with a broader spectrum of materials. Im meeting new friends. Im open to lifes opportunities.. But I could give this opportunistic attitude a better shot.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Nov 2013 23:10:55 +0000
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