I got up soooo many times last night, checking on Zion..praying for this Angels peAce..for her fams strength & peAce...even tho Im only.2yrs into.this mommy thing...I couldnt begin.toprehend what Yoshi is feeling...I can only Pray for her and her mind and her heart as she prepares for the nightmare of every parent...especially a mom..the one who.sits up with u.when.u sick...who takes pictures on your first Day of.school...who gets u.straight when.u step out of line...never will she hear her baby say I.love u.mommy...the words that now melt my heart every time from Zion and forces me to.keep pushing for us..despite it all....I went to.work.today praying in my spirit every time I.got chills over me thinking of all the what ifs...as I watched a man.walking down the street in Prichard this morning with his daughter hand in hand...she talking a mile a minute I.could see on his fAce what I.felt in my heart..as he left her with her teacher..walking away knowing she was in good hands safely til this afternoon..same as I did with.Zion early this a.m. ..it could all be.US..BUT God...this time its the Populus family...who knows tho...I refuse to.speculate anymore on the fishy-Ness of this all..bc I wouldnt want that during my.mourning if I was in.her place...I.would want yall praying for my.mental stability...for my.peace that somehow passes all understanding..not try and make my situation ur New fb latest trend topic in hopes of a bunch of likes....I had to go.in the.bathroom when.we finAlly heard the horrific news at work around noon...I cried my heart out for this lil girl..who.would never come bk home from playing,never do.homework,never go.to.the prom or get.married...we should all keep praying...bc today its them...but God makes no mistakes...we just dnt knw his.purpose in.all this yet...BUT God is still God...and I.knw him to be a burden bearer..I.knw him to comfort when this world gets to be too much...on.My way home I.asked God to make it make sense...why does bad things happen to good people..why are the innocent attacked...The testing of our faith produces patience...if we never kNew what He could do.for us and in us and thru us...we would never know the need to.trust him...to get together and pray for each other..and lift each other up...ijs we in.this together...thats why many of us cried today for a precious lil girl that we will never meet face to.face on.this earth..but believe it or not...we are spirits having human experiences not the other way around...so seek the Lord while He may be found...The wicked will NOT prosper..read Psalm 37...and for those we still have with.US...love em...forgive em ..help em dnt hurt em...for we grieve not as those with no.hope...#restInPeaceLilAngel #GodBlessTheFam
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 22:36:01 +0000
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