I hate it that I make plans and it NEVER turns out the way I want too. Ive must have been invited to three(3) parties or events this weekend and I couldnt even attend one. I hate getting invited and then Im a no show. I mean I would hate that to happen to me. Who would of thought a phone that Ive had for 2yrs I would lose it! All my contact everything was there. If its not a phone situation its personal problems that I cant seem to rectify or have a tempory fix, so I can at least enjoy myself for a couple of hours. I want to apologize publicly to Shaunell Frazier and her little girl Montana, who birthday was this weekend along with Clarisa , who had a wonderful event that her sister hosted, and Ana whos little girl Ive been DYING to meet along with Angie little girl Ive missed too. I feel so GULITY and a horrible person. Cuz I seldom get invited anywhere. If its not my anxiety issues or something that just threw me off, it disrupts my whole Ora and being, I cant function. I still like to believe Im a happy person And the last thing I want to be is a Debbie downer at someones joyous event. I do ask to all my good fiends please be patient with me. Ive been going through some SHIT! And I will make it up when all this negativity passes. Im a considerate person and at a beautiful, wonderful events like birthdays. I want to enjoy it without having worries over my head. I know problems always exist but this is just too much problems for one person to handle. Maybe its true what they say God only gives you what one can handle and maybe he thinks Im superwoman...believe me Im trying.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 18:21:57 +0000
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