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I have considerably just had enough of everything . Everything is a struggle. Communication, let alone understanding. The medical industry is making me feel worse not better different specialist.. Different tests.. Different opinions All different results.. All odd.. While I am suffering and feeling worse as days go on. They put me in an odd basket..they want me to do this and that and be here and there WHEN I dont have the physical energy to be there .. I no longer can do the things a used to do . My friends and family are starting to get tired of me being sick.. So they are going along with their lives leaving me behind thinking that I am coping... oh she has been sick for so long now she should be used to it buy now But listen my friends and family.. I AM TIRED. PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY. and oh yes I am very spiritually connected and intuitive more than ever bofore.. And that is why I am writing this. My family do not know how it feels to scream and not be heard. To plead and be ignored... To need comfort and not receive it except a pat on the back and told Im strong enough to deal with this.. BUT PLEASE LISTEN family and friends.. I am no longer strong, brave or determined.. I feel like a lump of ash.. Waiting to blow away in the next strong wind... dont get me wrong my special ones.. I want to be connected and strong and I want to able to share that love inside that is ready to burst and flow into the heart of everyone that has been there for me.. Please understand that at the moment I feel very disconnected ( not quite ) part here part on the other side holding myself up... Looking left and right and up and down trying to find my being a place to heal and reconnect to the me the real person that I am sure hoping you appreciated the real You know ..remember me Susen... Mother, daughter , sister, sister in law, aunty, great aunt, step mum, friend. Cousin, niece, sister inlaw And whatever else others see me as. I have never really tried to hurt anyone.. So why do so many people hold resentment against me when I never have resentment on anyone and if I did it was only for a short time as I have learned many virtues .. Patience,, forgiveness, compassion, appreciation , understanding,etc. I waiting for that to return from others in this life time.. Without it I will not survive here in this life.. 󾭟

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