I have no personality, no long lasting characteristics, no vocal accent that is original, nothing to really offer anybody in a long term relationship. I am dull, boring, calculating, spiteful, angry, sad, constantly finding ladders to climb. I get bored easily and learn quickly, i have yet to discover my maximum potential. i adopt dialects from people i meet so they feel comfortable, I betrayed myself to become somebody acceptable.i despise the loneliness i feel even when i am around others. My mind is filled with crime and violence of the past and disgust of the future. my muscles constantly ache from being over stressed from work and flashbacks throughout the day. I have let down everybody i have met at least once. outside of english i can speak a fair amount from four other languages. I admire africans for their pride and sense of family more than any other foreign national. I love my friends from el salvadore who have treated me like family when we just met. I respect my friends from compton california who taught me that it was alright to express myself without the use of gangs and colors or intimidation. my mind works ten times better when i am sleepy and the tremors that i have had in my muscles for the last five years are barely noticeable. I dont enjoy getting dunk or partying all that much. I prefer getting to know people and just talking about things. i avoid religion like the plague but somehow manage to be afflicted by it. and now i admire and am influenced by somebody who tells me frequently that whatever happens, happens. I am learning to apply that to all aspects of my life
Posted on: Wed, 23 Jul 2014 03:42:57 +0000
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