I have sth to tell u , And I really want to tell u directly . But even I tell u , you still not believe in my word . And you will not trust me anymore . I hope ,when you see this post you will understand my felling , and you will know what I want to tell u . I know everything was my fault . I shouldnt ignore u , I shouldnt dont care about ur feeling , I shouldnt said that word to u at that time. I know I make u feeling down , I make u unhappy at that time , I make a big mistake to u , I hurt u. I really dont want all these happen to u , but I already did it to u . I dont know what shall I do ... Beside a word is sorry , I am sorry really sorry , do you know ? I am not happy too , that I am a reason to make u unhappy and I hurt u and hurt u . I feel regret for what I have done to u I ask my self that , y I said that such words at that time ? Y I hurt u ? Y I did that to u ? Y I make a wrong decision ? And mountain of questions , and now , I already got the answer to my question , bcoz I am really stupid . U word is right , I am really crazy . I am ot a good woman , I hate my self . Do you know , until now I still remember our memory , I still remember all we have done together . Chatting , smiling , fighting . Some funny word , when u call me uld and I call u ulc ,and everything we said to each other , I still remember the time we happy together , even if we dont have much memory , but everything that we have done together , really touch in my heart . I really want all these will to us again . I really want to have that feeling again ,I really want do everything with u again ,and I really want to have u again . I want eve thing comeback , I want u back , I know my self all these just be our past , everything has been gone , its all over . Its not end yet , I still have many words to tell u , the word come from my heart , do you know ? I am not happy now , I am scare , I am really scare that I really lose u . What ever I do I front of you and whatever you see after we break is a fake . I try to smile , to make laugh , to make fun , what I acting just be a fake performance . I try to hide my feeling ,I try to stock everything in my mind , I just want to make you think that , I feel simple now. But reality no one understand inside my feeling now , no one understand how hurt I get now , I will not blame everyone , its all my fault , a stupid fault ,its really fit to what I used to do to you , I have lost a chance and I might not have another chance , I post that stt, not asking u to love me back ,the reality I want in to tell u that , u are the only one in my heart ,my feeling to u still be the same ,its never change . Its what I want to tell u ,u might never understand the meaning of what I am doing now , a might never know how deep feeling that I still have for u , u will not ever understand . If u are not might to me , y am I Doing this for ? Isnt it for u ? I want u to know and understand my feeling , how much u really mean to me , you might not know what I really want ,at last , I have one more word that I need to tell u , is that ilu , I hope u understand my mind and u will change ur mind to me , I miss u but I know u never miss me back , I think now you already forget me , but I still waiting for ur answer . 😞 # Im really stupid :( hahha
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 16:42:04 +0000
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