I heard thru my younger life and then from UMA THURMAN in "KILL BILL " how BOYS raised with no father or father figures spend their whole lifes chasing that leader , for me it was very true , one time even a man younger than myself because he was mechanically inclined , and i didnt know shit , from my a.d.h.d. kicking in the 5th grade that stopped learning ,replaced it with urges to change my brain chemistry without even knowing the increase of cravings , sugar , caffiene , nicotiene , at that time it did the trick until the insanity of my whole family kicked in , and left the 7 of us 10 and under saying W.T.F. at our own levels and until we were told why there was no more GRANDMA & UNCLE BRIAN i wasnt told ! and didnt hear the 1st rumor i wasnt supposed about where my entire family went to hear, until i was 17 around the time my self medication needed adjustments ,then at 28 thru the different colored hazes i finally figured it out ! part of it anyway. when i was 34 i was finally introduced to what i call God and no longer had to follow men/father figures , AND 2 YEARS LATER MADE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE !!!!
Posted on: Sat, 20 Jul 2013 15:57:48 +0000