I just wish this wasnt sso hard and.Im not.just letting myself be.in pain or be a baby about.this but I truley am not handling this.post breakup situation as well.ad I thought I would. I mean I know I have no.choice in the matter and even if I did.I know whats best for both parties but I never knew.how much.of an effect one.person could have on another Im doing my best to deal and to fight this.feeling but.if.I.trulye didnt.feel this way I wouldnt say anything.and.just move.on I know in time ill be okay butnit.kindna frightens me how much of an effect this. feeling is having on me. its not being alone or not having.a.Gf that bugs me it loosing the one.true.person infelt IN love with that kills me inside. hopefully this is my last depressing negative post but i had to see get it.out.and if anyone.feelsnthe same way or has tell me. but I honestly felt.like.I would.have been atleast okay by now and this.miserable feeling would.have.let up but it.seems.like its.seeping into my day to.day life I find.myself drifting every few hours intonation.state of.spacing.out I.try to keep my.mind.occupied.and myself.busy.but it.over powers it and even when I dont notice.people keep telling.me i look unhappy or like.something is bbothering me and frankly its becoming a nuisance to my life. I mean Im still able to function and I knew there was a time.in my life I.didnt know you and I was as happy as can Benin just afraid for how long Im ganna feel like this Im just really trying to cope and move on but I cant seem to successeed as of yet. I just wanna be myself.again I wanna.be content
Posted on: Mon, 18 Nov 2013 00:10:30 +0000
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