I look at my mental and spiritual growth and when I say spiritual I am referring to my innerself not necessarily my relationship with God. I see how far Ive grown in comparison to my ex. Its sad that she is still the same person she has remained stagnant. I have grown so much since that ominous night of February 2nd with the massive heart break I suffered. But one thing God brought me to on this journey is that not all that appears to be evil is really negative. Bear with me as I combine some Taoist beliefs with my Christian foundation. Most antagonistic forces are usually identical with their counterparts. God has made me love the pain encountered in life each time increasing my threshold even further. He was there with me every step of the way even tho I never consciously asked him too he put the right things on my course to growth that would cleanse me of grief. I was healing with hate which was polluting my energy and taught me to love my ex AGAIN... But now in a different form. For love and hate are both energy which derive from the same source.... PASSION! I loved her now through the form of gratitude I thanked her this time around. Sadly she cannot do the same. But as pain taught me. I hope pain will in due time break the shell of her current understanding and I mean this very sincerely in a good way. In a way that she can know what I know now. PEACE AND LOVE.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 11:20:46 +0000
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