I miss u ALOT today mammaw. I think you coulda finally been proud of the man I have become from the complete waste of life that I made your last memories of me. I was 100x closer to you than I have ever felt to anyone... And I really let you down. But that shame from knowing your final memories of me were of a drugged out idiot with a death wish, thats a MAJOR part of why I have tried to become more. You can finally be proud and rest knowing I found my calling & am going all the way with it to become the person you always prayed I would become, you were the only one with THAT amount of faith! You believed me when no one else did and you never gave up & now I finally can say for the very first time in my life you would be proud of me mammaw!!!! And if some people want to look down on me because of the type of place I work thats their problem , which is exactly what you would have said to me. I hold my head high knowing I make an honest living doing something that Im good at and its somethin not many people can do well. Ill always miss you and you will always have a place in my heart. Ill see you on the other side but until then the song makes me think of you everytime I hear it. I love u always..
Posted on: Sun, 21 Dec 2014 16:14:18 +0000
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