I never got to give you an official goodbye. I miss you everyday that you are gone, there isnt a day that goes by that you dont cross my mind. I always wished for us to be much closer than we were, but there was never a dull moment when we got to spend time together. I remember the last time I got to see you, my schools boys basketball team was playing at the Showare Center, you sat in the row above me watching Darius play and when the game ended I went to you and said Hi Isaiah, you act like you cant say hi to me your response was a simple Hi *smile* and then we all walked out and went our separate ways. It was just like any regular day but its a day that I will never forget. A little while after that on February 23rd my mom, Makala, Deonte, Darius, and myself were all sitting together eating McDonalds and my dad called us saying that you were in the Hospital and that you were really sick. He calls again and says that the doctor said you might not make it through the next 3 days. We get another call and we are told that you probably wont make it through the night and that youve flat lined three times already. As I was laying down attempting to go to sleep ... I prayed and I prayed and I prayed that things would be okay and that youd be just fine. Then I finally went to sleep I woke up at around 4am February 24th and my dad calls again around 4:35 and he tells us that you passed away. I didnt know what to feel, what to think or what to say. I just couldnt believe it. Its been almost 10 months since youve been gone and for some reason its still shocking to me to know that your not here with us anymore. The day of your Funeral That was the hardest and saddest day of my life because Ive never lost someone close to me before who Ive bonded with and actually got to get to know who they were. You were only 4 months and a day younger than me. The first sleep over I had with you mom after my birthday I kept expecting you to walk out the room or through the front door with a basketball in your hand but you never did. A part of me wants to keep holding onto you and believe that your still with us but a much bigger part of me know that your gone. Your memory is my keepsake with which Ill never part. I never imagined youd be so far away. You are my cousin & I loved you like no other. In my heart youll always be, youll guide me through and help me see. I know things werent always the best but now its time I let you rest. I hope I didnt keep you too late and I bet everything in heaven is great. I miss you dearly little guy,but now this is officially my goodbye. Always and forever in my heart. I love you Isaiah❤️ #RIP #iloveyou #cousinlove #15yearstoday #GoneButNeverForgotten #MyAngel #restpeacefully
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 08:31:44 +0000
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