I ran from the Lord in ignorance This was taken in West Jefferson, N.C in 1985, not quite a yr after I was strangled in San Diego. I go tmarriend 18 days later thinking a man could save me. See, I started running from God the day I was attacked. Why? As a 5 yr old and a teen runaway I knew I was intuitive but never thought they were from God as gifts to guide me in my life during the most painful times.I ran from my 2cd husband because he scared me and at night when he made noises in his sl;eep? My gut clenched, goosebumps raised the hair ont he back of my neck and I woud go sleep on the floor or couch. He never touched me physically to hurt me. Anyway I waited one night when he was drunk, snuck out of th ehouse and hid for thee days utnil some friends said he had quit looking for me. His form of abuse was mental and emotional. I ran all the way to New Lisbon, Wisconsin. I awoke in the motel room 13 miles form hwer I worked as a waitres ina truck stop with my head thrown back and my mouth pried open. For three days and two nights I couldnt leave the room, put my head down or shut my mouth. I felted, sensed adn knew a battle was taking plac ein my room that I could not see and was terrified. By the tiem I was released from this I had made my way to th etruck stop with my head back and mouth open only to be able to see the white line of the interstate. The waitresses and truckers told me the next day that when I got out of the car, I had such a look of terror on my face it was shocking. Yes, Iknow some have heard this story, but please be patient, others havent. The next day as I was movign to another room, a little elderly white-haried man came up to me and said, Are you ready to talk yet? I knew he wanted to talk about the night I was strangled and when Got to the part of th ewhite light hitting my forehead he said, Stop right there. God wants you to knwo that was His light that hit you not evil. I learned that day but did not know it till this morning 17 yrs later that my repentance started right then. I beleived th eman, accepted wha the said as truth and forgave God for allowing i tand all th eother stuff to happen, but little did I know the worst part of beign in the spirtual wilderness wsa to come. One of th etrucker swas kind of enought o giv eme the keys to his house when he saw how stressed out I was and told me to go to his house in N.Carolina.I did and spent 2 glorious weeks in silence in a town so small it only had one stop light. God was gearing me up to face more evil. The evil this time wasnt just the human kind, it was satanic. See, during that trauma, all of my senses were opened and I began knowing an dsensign things that I only barely recognized on the streets as a teen. I knew just enough then to keep me safe. Now, it was tiem to face witchcraft and its evil. God taught me how to hear His Voice and not listen to the voice of everyone whom says they beleive in Jesus. Test the spirits and see if they are true. How and where and when? Every chance you get open the Word and learn from the Mouth of God Himself. I PROMISE YOU WONT BE DISAPPOINTED. THERE IS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING I HAVE EVER BEEN THRU. IT IS MY JOB TO ASK GOD WHAT AND THEN LET THE HOLY SPIRIT GUIDE ME WITH THE ASSURANCE THAT HE IS FAITHFULNESS EVEN WHEN I AM NOT.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 11:49:41 +0000
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