I really need to see a doctor again, my anxiety is ruining my whole entire life, chasing off people I love. That I care about. Nobody knows how to deal with me, I dont know how to deal with me, There was only one person that cared enough about me that worked around my anxiety, depression, my ADHD. Even though it is hard for someone thats never had to deal with it to understand, they still managed to help, and I ruined that. I had a panic attack, on top of my anxiety and I blew up on the one person I care about, and I lost them for good. I feel stupid, and desperate, apologetic. I will never get this person back, and I regret what I said. I let my past experiences get the better of me, and I took it out on someone that didnt deserve it. Its hard to think when you have a panic attack, sometimes you do stupid impulsive things. I said so many things I didnt mean, so many things I can never take back. I shouldnt have quit my medication, I should have stayed on it. I should have never let myself close off from other people. With that being said, I probably wont talk to very many of you for a while. I honestly feel very stupid, and regretful. Im sorry....
Posted on: Fri, 20 Jun 2014 22:47:19 +0000
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