I sit here and often think to myself a lot. Sometimes I drown myself in whys and What ifs?. I find myself thinking a lot about change. People changing around me. Me being more social/distant (depending on situation.) I also think of my friends a lot. I find it extremely hard to accept change when Im used to being around a great group of people for so long...and one thing happens that throws everything out of whack. Where that group of people disband and they all go their separate ways. I also find it hard to accept people who have moved on. People I used to have one on one connections with (not even relationship-wise) who seem to vanish. When things like this happen, I tend to be very withdrawn from everyone around me. I get extremely reclusive and I feel deeply alone. I always tend to feel as if somehow Im the one to cause such change, however I truly know that isnt the case. I cant seem to not feel such way. I get very sad, sinking feeling inside of me that just doesnt seem to go away until myself has moved on. TL;DR? Im depressed all the time over shit thats not even my fault. MindWhaiYewDoDis.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 19:58:19 +0000
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