I slit my wrists and took an overdose cos I lost control! ----------------------------------------------------------------- Last night I had a patient that I performed ruqya upon and after the session I asked him some questions as he now was in the better frame of mind to speak to me. He told me he was now able to think a lot clearer and things didn’t seem cloudy no more. I questioned him about his attempts to take an overdose and slit his wrists as during the session I noticed the cut marks on his arm. He told me that he kept getting thoughts that if he slashes his wrist or takes an overdose it’ll stop. For those who don’t understand how it works, it is the jinn inside, well on this particular occasion the jinniya (female) jinn that whispers and pressures a person to do things or confuses the patient to believe that these thoughts are the patients own thoughts. For the cases whereby the Jinn have settled in for many years it becomes harder for the patient to distinguish between their own thoughts and that of the Jinn and in some cases they also share feelings with the jinn of fear, excitement, anger, anxiety etc. I further asked him, “So why did you attempt to take your life on those two occasions?” He responded by telling me that it reaches a point that the waswasa (whisperings) reached a point that it became so constant and intense that I gave in and lost control. This goes to show how important it is to be strong minded and that this battle that many people go through is also one of the mind. One must show strength, persistence and a strong will to let the shaytaan and his allies know that submission is not an option and that no matter what, the determination and self control will never be taken away.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Jun 2013 10:20:33 +0000
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