I thank everyone that ever showed up in my life, without all of you, I would not have become what I today recognize myelf as. For that, I truly am grateful! Ive had experiences that I never could have imagined could be true, but nonetheless they are experiences that Ive had. Ever since I was eight years old I have been thinking about committing suicide, several times have I been close to doing it. I always knew that this world was not for me, there were too many things that hurt, simply too much pain. And growing older and learning about terms such as world-empaths and emotional interconnectivity, I understand what role I played in life. I understand that some of us, me included, had to carry the collective pain of the species as a whole, for how the species is acting. So I tell you now, nay, I urge you, think about how were treating eachothers, think about how were treating other animals on this planet. Think about the spirits in those animals, they are there you know, they feel you, they feel fear & pain, just like you, so ask yourself if the lives that theyre allowed to live is sufficient, would it be sufficient for you? I never did go through with it because I was too afraid of what may, or may not come afterwards, but I have since then seen the light, and Ive experienced what lies beyond... I was no different from anyone else, the only thing I really wanted was to be loved, just as everyone and everything else, but I figured out much too late that only by loving myself could I truly be loved by someone else. So, I acted on it, and I felt love again, and it was sweet. But the pain was too much ontop of the pain I already feel for the state of this world. I leave you now, in this here writing, my soul is slowly diminishing. But I really want to emphasize that I 1ove you, its the only thing I was ever capable of.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 17:25:23 +0000
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