I took Jhavin outside this afternoon, sat down in the rocking chair on the patio and just looked around. all the beautiful trees are blooming, the trees that Kevin and Jarod planted, the roses that Kevin planted are getting so big. I know the family that picks this house to be their home will love and enjoy the beautiful trees and the shade they will give and the sweet smell of the roses as they bloom. Those are the treasures that I will take with me when God shows me the new home that I will create new memories with Sara, Jordan , Ashley and my sweet little Caroline and Ellyanna, and the other possible little ones that we may be blessed with. Life is so special, dont waste that precious time, being angry or jealous or envious of anyone or anything. Words can never be taken back. But forgiveness is the most amazing gift you can give, some times more for you than for the one you forgive. I was blessed with the most precious man that loved me unconditionally for more than half of my life, and that will forever be with me. I am blessed. Even though I have lost such precious parts of my daily life in a physical way, they will never leave me, Jordan. Sara, Ashley, and I know that Caroline and Ellyanna see them and talk to them everyday!!! that precious the innocence and faith and vision of a child, it just makes my heart smile. God will continue to walk and a lot of times carry me through the days, months and years ahead. I live my life day to day, and trust and believe that Gods purpose for me and my life will help to a blessing to others.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 01:14:12 +0000
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