I want to acknowledge my husband through this horror story we are living. In the past he would have gone off the deep end, not this time. He showed his true commitment to us and even though i had to calm him a few times, he rode this wave rather nicely with just a few wobbles. He is s man of short patience and the restraint he used to keep the peace when our world seems so out of control was amazing. I kept telling him you dont need an elaborate prayer to get you through this. Talk to God every min if you have to. He wants to help and guide your thoughts. It will create and bond you into a deeper relationship. I spoke to God through this whole incident about giving me patience about a hundred times, resilience as im a 45 yr old mom with arthritis, fibromyalgia, and a special needs 4 yr old. Jesus sustained my thoughts and helped carry my burdens but not without chatting with Him in my head all day. "Oh God, i have a hundred formula bottles to inspect please help give me the strenght to do this. It feels very overwelming." "Oh Jesus Denning is driving me bonkerd and he isnt understanding. Help me to figure out how to split my time." I wound up pretending to have a few phone calls to his new teacher and he helped mommy a few times. I always got through it and give God the credit. I can tell Jefflee is leaning closer to our Lord and trying to be as supportive as possible. My husband did an amazing job. We both now know what we have to work on to make our beacons shine even brighter. For this trial... I thank the God our Father for we learned more about martial maturity, commitment to speak with God to help carry is through and to show love even when you feel angry inside. Not something i want to go through again but a lesson that was needed to learn the hard way.
Posted on: Tue, 27 Aug 2013 02:20:42 +0000
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