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I want to explain that when I was homeless.. I was without a home but had Monies from Unemployment that stopped when I took full time employment that I was let go from here. And I had paid my rent for July and was evicted for nothing more than being a HUMAN and drinking.. when all the stuff went down with the IDIOT... and In my lease it stated no drinking.. I was not disruptive.. and seems that this landlord did this with the last two residents and kept their RENT monies... so I had spent all my funds.. I had only been employed for one month... Then the federal tier system ended in Washington and my employment with MAC had a fund in FLORIDA , which I am in appeals to try and get it.. SO no funds at all ... It wasnt as if I wan not responsible and paid my rent.. etc.. and it wasnt as if I went out on some drug binge... I was taken advantage of in so many ways here .... I am really tired of people judging my RECOVERY as not being SOBER.. I go to meetings.. I have a sponsor and people slip but I came right back.. and I am sober thru all this every day.. Not cause you dont have monies to buy it.. In the streets its abundant and free... I stick to my CIRCLE of AA and stay away as much as possible to not have temptations.. But my Soul is so tired of fighting... fighting to survive.. fighting to explain.. fighting to have someone whom just was not right in my life .. and has made my life an existing hell in employment in non corporate places here... I am doing good.. to have made good connections in a very weary community.. to prove myself every day.. that I am not just a dead beat.. So it paid off today.. I dont lie when I thank GOD for all.. but at the same time .. I keep saying Enough... have you forgotten to take me from this WORLD. I have been hurt.. in my heart.... in my soul.. beaten with words.. beaten with threats , beaten for being who I am... CLASSY... wonderful, beautiful.. when all I gave was pure LOVE.... The good people are seeing what happened to me.... and slowly waking up.. I just hope I have the strength to make it... Sage Klein
Posted on: Thu, 01 Aug 2013 01:03:52 +0000

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