I want to say thank you and I love you to everyone that commented on my status about falling yesterday. I thought I would give you an update. I have just crawled out of bed a little while ago. I can walk, but my left knee is killing me and my left shoulder. I was leaning over the right side of the chair, so I dont fully understand. Except that my left arm went down in a wicker basket, and I was kind of stuck there for a little bit. And my left knee is the one I fell on last time I fell a few months ago. But, I am alive!! Please pray for me and my family. I have been very down and out since the end of September. Between being sick all the time with the crud and not being able to go anywhere and some other things that have happened with me and my family I am to the point, that I never want to leave my house again. Which is not good for me, because I am a people person. I need people to survive. I miss my Moma and Daddy so much, but the grief from losing them is not the cause of my sadness. I really dont know what is causing it. I want to cry daily. I find no joy in anything. I pray daily that the Lord will help me find my way back to a point where I can begin again, and be happy, because I know there is no turning back. For those of you that dont know it, I can no longer walk or stand for very long at a time. And I know I need to lose weight, but how do I do that when I can not exercise? It is very hard for me to do just what I have to daily, sometimes I end up back in bed. My Rheumatoid Arthritis is causing part of the problem, I know. Both knees are worn out, but I cant have surgery, they wont do it because of my weight. So, I try to smile, find some peace in knowing, that maybe, just maybe that someday I will be able to do better. If not, when the time comes, I will go to a nursing home. I know my family would do their very best to take care of me, but I dont want to be a burden, no more than I am right now. So if you dont mind, remember me and my family in your prayers. And remember that when things happen with you and your families, if I dont show up, it is not because I dont love you, yall are always in my thoughts and my prayers, just know that psychically I am not able to do the things I want or need to do!!! And I am not on a self pity kick, as some would think. Just facing the reality of my life. Merry Christmas to all of you and may God Bless You All with the very best in the New Year!!! I love you all!!!! Mary
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 18:16:59 +0000
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