I was able to find a rental last week in the Terrace. The guy was very sympathitic to my situation and overlooked my financial situation. I am so thankful there are people like this in the world. I am thankful for all my parents have done to help me into this rental and my friends who helped me move last weekend. Yesterday I cleaned the rental and moved some things in, today my dad and friend are going to help me move some things in. Next weekend I will be tackling the bigger stuff. The kids are so excited! Excited to start new again. They are excited I was able to find something in the Terrace so we didnt have to change schools. We have had ties to the Terrace for almost 18 years. Now I work in the Terrace which I love! I reflected last night after talking with a friend about my life and what I need to do to move forward. Even though it still hurts what Eli has done to me and my kids, he isnt the man he said he was and I have to let that go. He has a serious mental illness and personality disorder and he doesnt want help, he is in denial. Denial is our way of coping with what is going on and until we reach the next step there is nothing anyone can do to help. I am done with his game playing and manipulative behavior. A very wise man told me once we have many people in our lives. We have people in our lives who are basement people, these people are negative and who are [email protected] brining us down. They dont help us grow, they play games and continue to hurt us. Then we have balcony people in our lives. These people are our cheerleaders. They help us grow, pick us up when we are down and cheer us on when we struggling. They bring positive into our lives. I need to get rid of this basement person and focus on my balcony people. I need to leave the drama, game playing and negativity behind. I truly am blessed with some great supportive friends and family. I am so thankful for my friends who have called, texted or messaged me to give me a lift. I am thankful for my kids! All three of my kids our precious to me and have helped me so much. All though it hurts so much is time to move forward and get stronger.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 16:38:02 +0000
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