I was given the number six. I have decided that this is a good time to practice vulnerability. If you feel uncomfortable with that, please dont read it. It is extraordinarily personal, and it may make many of you uncomfortable. It may even make some wish to avoid me. If so, do what makes you most comfortable, its okay. I completely understand. Like if you want a number. I wont pass out numbers if you comment without a like. 1. My ex husband committed suicide. Part of me still says its my fault. 2. In 2002 I was thankful to get a partial hysterectomy because I had been losing so much blood for so long that I was at transfusion levels. I was so weak that I could barely walk through the grocery store. 3. My self-esteem is low and I fight to feel worthy of the wonderful things I have. I have the ability to live exactly the life I want to live, but I don’t feel like I deserve it. (I’m in therapy.) 4. I have anxiety and depression, and I struggle with them daily. Most days it’s difficult to get out of bed. 5. Im afraid to take medicines that are addictive because of the history of addiction in my family, so I dont even take anti-anxiety or antidepressants. I also dont drink caffeine. 6. That fake cinnamon smell they cover pine cones in at Christmas makes me physically sick because it reminds me of one of the times I was raped. I hate walking through the Christmas section of the store because of it.
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 22:24:48 +0000
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