I was just thinking tonight that its been 21 years since Amie passed away. Thats so insanely crazy. 21 years. Nearly half of my lifetime. I dont remember the date she died because I never wanted to remember that day, but now I wish I had. In so many ways it seems like it was just yesterday and sometimes I still dont want to believe it. Amie is one of the only people outside of my family that I can truly say I loved and I still know its true. I can honestly say she saved my life, made my life worth living and in trying to live up to her memory, made me who I am today. I think back to that day and even though it sounds bad, I pray that she died on impact, because the thought of her lying in that ravine, suffering and dying alone, with no one to help and no one to tell her they loved her is too much to handle. It turns my stomach into knots to this day. Im 47 years old. I knew Amie for 4 years. And I still cant remember a day in my life that she has not been a part of. One time Amie asked me why I loved her. And I replied, its because you let me. I dont know if thats a good answer or not, but thats what I said. I hope it was good enough. This is the song I remember her by.
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 11:39:23 +0000
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