I woke up so hungry this morning. I dressed and thought - it is time. Ill go eat somewhere and then get my groceries. After I dressed I racked my brain trying to decide what I am hungry for. Nothing appeals to me. I broke down late last night and scrambled two eggs. Thats all I ate yesterday. I went to the grocery store yesterday and started going down the aisle. I didnt get far and just stopped - I didnt want to be there and I didnt want to do that job. So I left empty-handed. I really am in a funk. Like I said, it isnt really sadness. Its like Im stuck on being able to make even the simplest of decisions. I havent decided if I will go to church. I have three hours and admit a huge part of me has already decided no. But then if I do go, Ill be out the door and then I could get to the grocery store. But the task of grocery shopping still doesnt appeal to me. I just want pop and cigarettes. Hmmm...oh well. I guess Ill eat eventually.
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 14:38:40 +0000