I would like to go to church more. I wish I was a better son, brother, friend. Id like to be impressive, instead of embarrassing. I should be supportive rather than hurtful. I need to remove the first three letters from disgrace. Ive lost so much more than I can ever hope to gain back. Im hopelessly sorry for letting everyone down over and over again. Motivation is wasted on me. Ive given more than I have to give and I have broken myself, my soul, my spirit. My success in life is measured solely upon the matter in which Ive been received. I am tired of being alive. Im not anywhere near as strong as some of you give me credit for. When you see happiness in me, its guided toward you and caused by your needs. Im out of energy if this path does not alter drastically. I should tap into another resource. I would choose a happy ending in the distant future if my will can be strengthened. I would like to go to church more. Perhaps I will see some of you there.
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 03:16:25 +0000
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