I wrote another poem. This is dedicated to everyone fighting depression and who has suicidal thoughts. Know that people do love you and someone will always be there for you whether you believe it or not. Life is too short to let depression control you. Love those who love you and never take anything for granted. Thoughts of a Broken Soul I see you staring out a window wondering how long will it take to get to the ground You just want to get far away to start fresh and get out of this dead end town The chill of the blade compares nothing to the rigid climate you hold inside Your dad walks in and doesnt suspect the demons that you deeply hide Days grow longer as you struggle to stay asleep in your empty bed Thinking about the people you passed and all their bullshit lies you were fed Wishing this will all just be a dream and you would wake up with a smile on your face Tossing and turning you know that this time that will not be the case When life seems over and not worth living anymore Know that I’ll be right by your side, right there next door When you feel stuck and can’t find your way out Know that I’ll be that person you can’t live without When you feel like ending it all in just one night Know that I’ll have your hand in this perilous fight You stand there in a field counting how many cars fly by on the county road Thinking how quick you can run out to put an end to your emotional overload You look down and take a long look at all the different colors and shapes of pills you hold In your delusion they are the only things that reach out and offer you warmth in the cold You put on a collar of entwined shame and self loathe deciding whether to fall You know the few inches off the ground is enough just to end it all Tears roll down your cheeks and stripe the strong facade you show to the world You want this all to end and you want this all to stop as your life continues to unfurl When life seems over and not worth living anymore Know that I’ll be right by your side, right there next door When you feel stuck and can’t find your way out know that I’ll be that person you can’t live without When you feel like ending it all in just one night Know that I’ll have your hand in this perilous fight Thinking back on all the good memories that seem so far away Thinking all the sadness and torture will end with one simple life you pay Taking a pen and paper your eyes begin to water writing “I’m sorry, I love you” Staring up to the clock and you know it’s time when the clock strikes two With a barrel cold as ice as you press it to your temple readying to shoot The life you once lived ended with a click bang and silent mute Shortly after people rush in to see you lying there face down in scarlet pool Sadness filled their face’s seeing the lifeless body of someone they once knew When life seems over and not worth living anymore Know that I’ll be right here by your side, right there next door When you feel stuck and can’t find your way out Know that I’ll be that person you can’t live without When you feel like ending it all in just one night Know that I’ll have your hand in this perilous fight. You wake up with a jump and realize that was nothing but a dream Rushing downstairs tell your parents how much they really mean You call your girl and tell her you love her and that you will never go Starting to realize this life means more than what you used to know You go for walk outside for once without hiding behind a mask You smile and wave at all the people that walk past You don’t struggle anymore trying to conceal your pain Knowing all this depression has finally gone away
Posted on: Mon, 18 Aug 2014 05:34:51 +0000
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