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Im fed up of people asking me, I had a lot of guts too put this up, Ive kept it in for a long time, only a few people knew but yes, everyone who have seen stitches/cuts or scars on my arm, yeah I was once a self harmer, I went through a rough stage of my life and I felt like that was the right way to deal with sadness, thats what I thought, i obviously was wrong, yes Ive been called an attention seeker, a stupid and pathetic girl, and ill probably be called the same for putting this status up, but I dont self harm now, I went through a lot, it was a really hard time and I wouldnt wish it upon anyone, I just dont want people talking to me about it anymore! I dont self harm anymore! because I had help, and looking back at myself Ive realised that it doesnt get you nowhere, Im sorry for those people who asked me for help with depression, i couldnt help you because i didnt know how, But if anyone ever feels low now and needs to speak im honestly always here for you, i know the right answer now, its hard to talk about it but I will understand everything if you tell me, self harm isnt stupid at all, its a mental illness, even though looking back now, it was the worst thing Ive ever done, my arms are actually ruined, thankyou too everyone who was there too help me! With this status, I honestly am not trying to get sympathy, I dont want it! Im strong now, i dont care about peoples opinions, Im not attention seeking, half of the people I know have asked me, and this summer Ive been wearing short sleeves so i think now is the time too tell everyone, I am not a self harmer now,so dont feel sorry for me, im fine and healthy now, nothing to do with self harm, im a happy girl now and im proud of it! Ill never do it again, i know it gets addictive, I just want everyone too stop asking me, it reminds me and thats the last thing i want too think about when Ive moved on and im happy, i just think nows the time too let it out, im not hiding it anymore, I dont want anymore talking about it, im fed up! dont ask me, speak to me or mention about my self harm problem, please! but honestly, if anyone needs help im here! This status is honestly not for attention, its just too ask everyone too stop asking me, so if you do see my scars when i wear a tshirt, youll know why, hopefully theyll fade and ill be a happy girl again like I used to be, thankyou to my friends who have helped me through it all though! Youve all been amazing, and if you ever think of self harm, think before you do it! Or mail me!:) ill help you! Here for everyone now! And give me hate for this status all you want, I know im just trying to let you all know that its not the right thing to do
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 15:26:30 +0000

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