Im know many people have beliefs and opinions based on what they think is the truth and what humanity is. I, honestly, hate Facebook because I think too many people use it to spill their insecure emotions to get others to re-enforce their false beliefs. With that said, I have never published a negative or slanderous message on this format. I wont now. This will be the first and last time I say a word to my family and friends about what has happened in my life and with my wife that I love so very much. I may be long and for that, I am sorry but this is the chance for me to give what I have gone through at the hands of the woman I loved so very much and to have a minute to give my side of the story. Again, like it or not, this will be my last and I have never and will never say a bad word about Marianne and the love I have for her, for always. I had a TIA on Dec. 22, 2013. I dont remember anything about that 36 hours. Marianne said I yelled at her and pushed her and slapped her with flowers. I cant argue that because I have no memory. She left me that night because she said I told her to leave. I came out 36 hours later, at 0638 on Saturday and tried to find her. She came to me at 0930 and I could not speak or function with any motor skills. She took me to emergency at my request and after many hours of tests and probing, the doctors told us what had happened. After leaving the hospital, Marianne told me, I knew something was very wrong. You have never acted that way or treated me that way ever. We left shortly, we moved to our new apartment and had a great marriage full of love. I thought I had recovered well and had a woman who was standing by my side through the brain injury I was had suffered. She left to be with Katie through her surgery and since it got delayed, I knew she would be later coming back to me. No one in our family had a clue as to what she had in her head and it wasnt until a week after she professed her love that she told me she would not come back to me ever again. This is her choice as Marianne is a mature person and we should all respect her wishes. I boarded a plane 3 hours later to come to her and try to find out why she left the way she did. It made absolutely no sense to me in that I have always given the best to me for the woman I love so dearly. She made her decision and would not talk to me about what she was feeling other than to say that she was afraid of me. I am not asking anyone to take sides and dont care about confirmatory discussions. I only cared about my marriage and my family and best friend. Mariannes choices are hers and I will respect her every wish. If I never hear from friends, I am ok but I wanted the chance to publically say what has happened to my marriage and that I sincerely wish it would have never turned this way. Again, this is long but I hope each of you read and understand from my point of view. No response is requested or warranted. I will respect and love Marianne for always and only hope all the ones that have loved us so very much will give her the respect as well. Sometimes a person needs to find themselves and they hurt others in the process. I am a good man and husband and will never say a bad word about her. Marianne is a great woman and I wish En Shayla for her and her life. Thank you all for allowing me to say my peace and come to God with my heart. Shayla to all.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 19:33:36 +0000
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