Im not going back to university. I quit. It was a hard and scary decision. In the end I felt that it was making me really miserable. From now on Im trying to make choices that feel good, not necessarily look good. I am setting up my own business, Sheefa Hoops, I am training to be a hula hoop love coach (aka teach hula hoop and perform with the hoops too), and I am following what makes me feel joy. The last year of my life was not one that made me feel happy, and I am slowly changing that. I lost a lot of good friends, my best friend, my love of my life who I thought one day I would marry and have babies with. Its still hard and its still hurty, but I am proud of how I am doing. Day by day I am focusing on what brings me joy and how to share that with others. I am trying to let myself be myself without cynical judgement. I am finding my own way to my own definition of a meaningful and successful life. I am an entrepreneur, creating my own life, carving my own path, without the validation of a system or a method I can follow. I strive to be open about my experiences and share them. For the sake of choosing to not be silent and choosing to invite others to show their true selves too. When one does, another feels safe to do too. I am so thankful for all the wonderful, special, brave and creative people who I have met and have helped me, some of them probably have no idea they did, to find strength and courage to walk my own path even when I feel afraid. I look at other people and I feel inspired. I see people doing what they love and making it work, and I feel empowered to do the same. Thank you world.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 18:56:18 +0000