Im posting this song because I really miss someone special to me. I love him with all my heart. I love his crazy and nerdy self. I love how when Im about to cry, all he has to do is look at me to make me happy. I know he wont see this, but I just want him to know that I want, no, NEED him back. We were so close and now its like we arent even on the same planet. Hes close to me in school, and we hug and joke around, but its like hes not really there. I can see in his eyes that hes not REALLY happy. Hes only acting like that to make me happy, and that breaks my heart. He knows that I love him, and he says he loves me back. I want to believe him, but it just doesnt feel like he does. I would rather die than lose him, yet he doesnt even realize that every time he ignores me or bes rude it increases how much I want to just drop dead. I feel like the only way for me to get him to notice me is for me to disappear, but I know that if I do Ill lose him forever. Every time I see him I just want to run up and hug and kiss him. I love him no matter what he says or does. I would do anything he says in order to get him back, I dont care if he wants me to slit my wrists or eat rat poisoning. And if hes reading this, then I love you and PLEASE come back to me, I want you back in my life. I die every time you leave, so why do you have to go?
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 23:56:03 +0000
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