Im thinking this.. So Im going to just say it. People have become numb to fact that my son has cancer. Its been going on so long that its just a part of life. It is absolutely terrifying. Im not saying they dont feel sorry for us. But they dont know what to do, so they do nothing. You may think it doesnt mean a thing but when someone tells me they continue to pray for Wyatt it means the world to me. Its something. Tell me, reassure me that you are still praying. When you do not I feel he is forgotten. Or they do like a guy I went to school with that has a boy Wyatts age.. They de-friend me because its too hard to watch. You can shut your eyes but my son is sick. Lots of babies are dying. I didnt want to join this club either but nonetheless here I am. Fighting every damn day. Exhausting myself in searching for something that will help Wyatt. It could be your baby. 650 a year are diagnosed with neuroblastoma. Doesnt seem that many, but one is too many. Its so unfair. So if I sound bitter, guess what? I am! Im pissed off. Im pissed off my boy suffers and people close their eyes. The ones that have continually been their for us still remain. Im eternally grateful. The people that truly make me mad are not interested in Wyatt when he is doing well but when he is suffering they are right there to ask a ton of questions.. The same type of people that love a good car wreck. I am struggling. Ill admit it. I feel let down by some. While others lift us up. We are nobodys responsibility. I get that. But God knows a kind word goes a long way. Running back and forth to KC is getting the best of me. If I could see improvement in the tumor on Wyatts neck I would live in that car. So far we have not seen a change. Plus the side effects of this drug has his belly hurting and no appetite. I changed my sheets 3 times last night. That was with my baby laying on a mattress pad. Today I spent all day doing that laundry because tomorrow we will spend 6 more hours in the car. Im tired. Im beat. But I will never stop! He deserves so much more in this life than I can offer. I can only do my best. Jesus, I am shouting! Help my son! Wyatt Glastetters Page
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 03:18:49 +0000
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