Im usually not one to share my problems or emotional baggage with anyone, especially FB. But today I need prayers!! Tomorrow is Emmas birthday, her first birthday without her daddy. And even tho she seems to be handling it fine, my heart is broken and shattered for my baby! Kids are so resilient and stronger than we realize and fortunately their minds dont go into the depths that we allow ours to. I thought I was handling her upcoming birthday with strength and courage only to wake up today feeling weak and broken. My anger towards God has even returned. With so many shitty no good dads out there, why did he have to take a good one? Why does my daughter have to go thru life without her daddy? I have so many negative thoughts racing thru my head today and no matter what I do I cant get them to stop. I normally pride myself in being a strong woman capable of carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. But today my world is heavy! So please say a prayer for me. Even tho Im upset with God I know he still loves me and is listening.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Sep 2014 15:03:04 +0000
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