Ima just come out and tell it. This afternoon I finally received my diagnosis after 9-10 months of inter-personal treatment. I suffer from Bi-polar II. Which simply means that for the past 21 years Ive had episodes of depression, reclusive tendencies, exclusive behavior, extreme highs and very deep lows. But last year, God literally, I believe, hit me on the top of my head with a metal suitcase, causing a slight personality change. This instance afforded me the opportunity to seek help at my companys Mental Health Facility; where my benefits are free and included. Not to mention, I am able to attend my inter-personal therapy sessions during work hours because Im an employee. Anyway, I text and told one of my best friends first and I explained that im okay with KNOWING what it and asked that even if she dont accept this that they pray that I stay in remission, stay out of the darkness and stay in Gods good grace that I never again consider suicide, bouts of silence or migraines so bad, I.. well anyway. For my friends and especially my family members who knew I was struggling with something, thank you for loving to HERE! Not all of you will receive why I chose to share this openly here n some of you whisper, giggle and make fun... and Im okay with that too! Lol At least I now know what my problem is now and can address; im not ashamed. And as my nephew Johnathan Allen said earlier, In Him I have found a resting place!
Posted on: Wed, 16 Apr 2014 21:39:46 +0000
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