In my years and they are many. I have been there, done that and met them all. The good the bad the selfish the greedy the mean the nice the phony and the true blue. When I was young I would fight those who hurt me and made my life somewhat sad. I married a woman who was cold and selfish and mean and abandon her daughters for all of there and her life. I divorced her after 16 years of hell. It was never a gay thing just a bad mix of people. She has recently passed away, alone and unhappy. From the marriage came my two daughters whom I adore and who are very close to me always. I have been to hell and back with losing my love of 46 years Sal DiGiogrgi. We met at ages 19 and fell in love and lived together. In fear of being found out we said we were brothers. Living a lie is not easy. Sal died 13 years ago from Pancreatic cancer. He and I were the first gay couple to raise two daughters, we were way ahead of the times. The result is two wonderful decent humans, my girls. Buried a Mother and Father, lost my sister Anita because she is now a born again Christen and gay folk are not allowed in their lives. A nutty cult for sure and that needs no commentary. Wasted five years with Steven Collins, met him a year and a half after Sal died. A Mamas boy who listened to his family and never me. His Mother hated me for what reason who knows. Maybe for taking him away to live with me in Palm Springs, he was from PA. She made our lives so unhappy and made us fight so I asked him to leave and he did and she was so happy. He is now an old man, alone, living with Mama dearest. Money came in big and went out fast, broke, homeless once, with my very young children. Flush again and ridding high living in Beverly Hills and then broke again moved back to Long Island to Garden City. Life got better, I was divorced now and Sal came back into my life to help me raise the girls. Back and forth in and out up and down, laugh on Monday cry on Tuesday. Feast or famine. Thats what life has given me. Its not easy getting up and looking in the mirror and seeing an old guy looking back at you. Facing the truth that little time is left so dont screw up anything. This is your last chance at happiness. Jimmy Star is my happiness and my life, as long as I have his love and kindness I will be able to fight off the demeans that come my way. All of the above is the truth and I pass it on to you perhaps to help you in some way with the new year coming. Rid your life of those things and people who make you sad or upset or unhappy because of their selfishness and greed or fake friendships. I do and am still doing so. If I give you my friendship or my heart or I give of myself in anyway for all good reasons and you ignore or do not invite back what is given, then screw you. Out with the old, its a new year. Get fit stay happy and rid yourself of situations that make you unhappy. There are so many new things and people out there looking for the same things you need, so search, hunt, go ahead and move on. Have yourself the best and happiest New Year, with love from me Ron. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Posted on: Wed, 31 Dec 2014 15:25:03 +0000
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