Insert 61 I attended my appointment with my therapist. Things were fine, i didnt get engrage as per usual. I can say things were slowly getting there but i was still struggling with the forgive and forget part. I might forgive Asavela but ill never ever forget what he did to me- rape. He did all of that for what? For not agreeing on being in a relationship? Ill never find peace, not whilst there are young, innocent girls out there being raped every two minutes. When i hear that someone is raped ill will always be dragged roughly to my past because of scars of what happened to me. Scars that cant be healed because they are internal. And i dont think internal scars have any cure or medicine to help heal them. Yes, some might say what happened to forgive our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass againts us. The Lord has forgiven me countless times kodwa kum its hard because im only human. Maybe. . .maybe ill one day forgive and forget. But thats a big maybe. Anyways, i was on my way to the catch a taxi when i felt dizzy. I felt someone holding my waist from behind. It was Brian. Brian: *kisses my cheek* You didnt tell me you were coming to town Me: I just came out on my session Brian: You dont look okay though Me: *fake smiles* No mna im fine. Yes im fine Brian: Lets go grab have something to eat I shook my head. All i wanted was my bed and my room. Brian: Please Me: Please dont beg Brian: *sulks* Okay ke masambe Me: You look cute Brian: *smiles* Mxm asambe kaloku We headed to the parking lot. Me: Babe Brian: My beautiful flower Me: *smiles* . . .doesnt your mom complain about her car Brian: Nah. She has another car so she doesnt mind me using this one Me: Okay We got in the car then he headed straight ekhaya kqala. We got there then he parked outside the gate. Brian: I love you Me: I love you too He smiled then bent on my direction for a kiss. As our lips locked. I felt puke filling my mouth. I quickly went out the car then threw up outside. I felt dizzy again and this time it stroked really hard. I couldnt maintain my balance. My blood was heating up and i was getting sweaty. Brian ran to me. Brian: Babe are you okay? I shook my head. He felt my forehead. Brian: Youre heating up He helped me get inside the house. He shouted for auntNomsa who wasnt there. We went to my room and i layed back on my bed. Brian: Im calling your mom Me: Ill be fine He didnt bother listening to me. He can be so pig-headed at times yhoo. I was getting sweaty by the minute and bendishushu hayikancinci. Me: Can you put on the fan please He did just that and sat next to me. About 30 minutes later my mom came running to my room. She was on call shame because she was had her coat on and the stetoscope. Mom: how is she? She looked at me then felt my forehead. Mom: Yho her temperature is very high. We need to get her to the hospital now Brian carried me downstairs. We got in her car then she sped off to the hospital. I wonder kwenze njani
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