#Insert 93 Me: Huh? Phiwo: Ja Me: I didnt know ba utata had,,,ingathi yashwatyulelwa le family Phelo: What? Me: Cursed Phelo: Oh Phiwo: How do i tell oo mama about this?where will i start?how will mom take it shes been throgh enough already this will kill her.Why would Khanyo do this to us? Phelo: He didnt think Kwangena utata Tata: Ey ganindenzeleni iti Phiwo: Hambo kwenza Phelo Phelo: Gawuye Princess Me: Hay fondini kutshiwo kuwe Phelo: Mna nditsho kuwe kaloku Tata: Yiyekeni Phiwo: Hay Phelokazi hambo kwenza iti Phelo: Kuthiwa mandisosa ndiyiyeka nje Tata: Gazi lam lisuke laphantsi ndifuna khe ndingqengqe,unyoko uzobuya ngomso ekuseni nzophunga xa kufike yena xa nithembiselana nina Phiwo: Tata Tata: Wonqena kwa wena u good aphe kuthumeni,Princess sothetha ngomso xa kubuye umama evha(waphakama) Phiwo: Tata ndicela uhlale kukho into ekufuneka ndikuxelele yona(wahlala)tata(wajonga phantsi) Tata: Yintoni Phiwokuhle? Oko ejonge phantsi echiphiza iinyembezi,utata wajonga ku Phelo naye ebelila wajonga kum ndajonga kude Tata: Kwenzeka ntoni? Phiwokuhle yintoni le ufuna undixelela yona?(akamphendula)Slindokuhle? Me: Buza u Phiwo tata Tata: (wathula ixeshana)Phiwokuhle umithi? Phiwo wanyikinya intloko Tata: Phelokazi? Phelo wanyikinya intloko Tata: Nililelani?(abaphendula) Me: (ndathetha ngokukhawulezisa)U Lukhanyo uzidubule wafa Tata: Uthini na Slindokuhle? Me: U Lukhanyo ufile uzidubulile sithe sifika esibhedlele kwabe kusithiwa seku late Tata: Hayman!(ebebonakala edidekile)uthini Slindokuhle? Me: Lukhanyo ufile tata Elaxesha u Phiwo no Phelo bebezinyembezi nje benezingqala,waphakama utata waya ekamereni ka Khanyo uhleli ixeshana wabuya secothoza ukuhamba inoba igazi walibona phantsi lamnika ubungqina balento ndiyithethayo Tata: Bekutheni? Me: After you left he ran to your bedroom i thought he was going to pick something up until i heard a gunshot but still i thought thugs has breaked in so i hide ndizoyicinga kade ba u Khanyo ungaphakathi saleqa kuye he was laying there with a gun next to him,Xola didnt know what was happening ebehleli ecankwakhe thinking uyadlala Tata: Yho madoda yinto endizoyithini na le(he looked really stressed) Utata took a chair went to seat outside,ndashiyeka ndithuthuzela oo Phiwo abebengathuli.I loved u Khanyo i really did,not even tears could express the way i felt about him if i were to express my feelings by tears i would cry for years.U Phiwo no Phelo are born sensetive ubhujelwa are not meant for people like them they cry that you even get annoyed rather than sorry they dont stop Utata went to pick mama the following day,i cannot describe the state she was in after hearing about Khanyos death she was crying non stop she was close in loosing her mind,my family been through lot of things but Khanyos death was worst of them all.My mother would wake up mid night said she could hear Lukhanyo calling her everytime she tried to reach for him some woman stop her,she was hearing voices ebona nezinto ezingabonwayo.Umngcwabo kwakumele ukhawuleziswe since ebhubhe ngengozi but zange kukwazi ngenxa state of mind sika mama it was not fuctioning well i dont know how many times wafunyanwa ezama uzibulala.Kuye kwakho nengxaki ezininzi ezinje ngoba umama wayengafunu Khanyo angcwatyelwe zilalini esithi akazobana connection naye,abantu base zilalini be family besithi umama uzanamahlazo e family(in)ungcwabela umntana esantini and they cant afford imali yoza apha but ekugqibeleni izinto zawela ku mama u Lukhanyo ebeza kugcwatyela eKapa weather they like it or not Kuyo yonke lento ibisenzeka izikolo bezivulwa zona the following week,u Phelo wala ubuyela e boarding school so kwaphela ezofunda eskolweni sam naye.Umthandazo ubungena everyday instead of umama noo Phiwo baxole ingathi ububabuyisela ngemva,mna ndaxoliswa tata uthile wayeshumayela lamazwi akhe ndawava nasemngcwabenu ka gogo TatMfundisi: Intliziyo zenu mazixole,lilani kulilungelo lenu oko kuba nilahlekelwe kodwa zeningalili nide niqalekise,xa usekholweni noba ungashiywa ngubani na ndithi noba ngumzali wakho okuzalaya kodwa wena awungekhe ubeyinkedama kuba umdali wakho uhlala ekhona ecankwakho zekuthi kwakufika ubunzima nobulolo uguqe phantsi nguye oya kuhlangula,,,uba bendithetha ngomntu ongcungcuthekayo esegumbini bendizothi masithandazeni ngamandla singamvumeli u mtyholi kodwa ngoku sithetha ngomphefumlo ophumileyo oye kuye yena umenzi wawo besimbolekiwe kaloku into ebolekiweyo ke iye igoduswe kodwa akubimnandi ngakumbi xa ubusele uyiqhelile ndithi ngxe matshawe yekani into ka Thixo ilale ngoxolo,ningasoli buthi ba mntu kuba kaloku watsho nomfo omkhulu wathi ungamthatha umzimba wakhe umdlakaze kodwa umphefumlo wona ngowam Khanyos death really made me believed we are cursed,but that verse made me realise that it was Khanyos day of death yayisele imiselwe lemini kuye but me on the ather side u sathana udlalile ngam wawudlakaza umphefumlo wam but im still alive which means God still has purpose
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 03:01:09 +0000
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