#Inset_9 I was so scared to tell Siyabongas parents and I knew if only he was able to talk he was going to ask me not to tell them, but I had to tell them because of the forgiving heart that I have. I called them, the minute they heard my voice they dropped the phone, I tried again and they didnt take it, I sent them an sms telling them about their son being admitted at life hospital. They called me back and asked what happened, I told them to come meet me at the hospital and Ill explain...they didnt have money to come and I sent them R500.00 through shoprite and they managed to get a taxi the next day. I wasnt ready to tell them what exactly happened because like any other parent these this question (How come you didnt get attacked and why didnt you stand by him and fight if you claim to love him). The parents at the hospital kept asking what happened and Id change the topic trying to avoid their question, a doctor came by and explained to them, I had to give them the full version of what happened because to what the doctor told them it was clear that he was with me on that day. His mom looked at me with teary eyes and shuck her head, the aunt asked her not to look at me that way because its not my fault. I started to cry too and I explained to them what happened. The aunt kinder understood but the question was standing Why didnt you fight back and escape with him next to you I lost my temper and shouted How dare you keep asking that question, you now playing good parents after what you put your son through, do you know the life he lived in the orphanage? Dont come here and ask such questions because your son is not even ready to see all of you his family and I left them standing there, people were whispering and looking at them as they tried to calm me down before I reveal everything in front of people. I asked the doctor if I can see my man and he said not yet, only his mother can see him only if shes strong enough to barry the pain of seeing the son in so much pains. I said to the doctor Whatever, the woman you call his mother is always ready to see his son going through such pains...the doctor didnt answer me, he just left and went to talk to Sias mom. I realized that I had to go before doing something stupid. I called at week asking for a week off and my boss kindly accepted my request. When I was trying to sleep at our place I got a call from Sias mom telling me that I must quickly come to the hospital, I asked what is wrong now, she didnt tell me and she kept telling me that I must come as early as possible. I quickly wore my cloths and called Lunathi (my friend) to take me to the hospital, when I got there I spent 2 minutes standing at the entrance trying to clear the thoughts of that my man is no more. I entered the reception and ran to the icu...his family was there and the doctor too. The doctor told me that Sia woke up and he wants to talk to me however is still in bad condition to be seen, doc took me to the ward and there Sia was laying there with his eyes slightly open. He said My man, you know I love you. I need your prayers and only your prayers can count on my condition... I dont want to see mom here again please tell the doctor. Ill be okay my love, Ill come back to you and we will get married as we planned I was crying, lots of tears. Siyabonga: Dont lose hope my love, Im not dead and Im not going anywhere, Im fighting these pains and only for you I kissed him and told him that Ill keep on praying and that hell be okay very soon, I kissed him on his forehead and left crying. The parents outside were dying to know what is it that Sia was telling me, I didnt tell them anything except that he doesnt want to see the mother at all. For me getting involve in sias family issues was difficult but I had to deliver the message as it was or else I wasnt going to be happy for betraying my man. I left the hospital and lunathi was waiting for me in his car since he doesnt get along with hospital. We drove back home and lunathi gave me some pills to relieve my stress. He spent about 3 hours waiting for me to clearly accept what happened...and yeah I was getting better and better as he was telling me his love life and how he ended up hating man. He asked if he can leave and yeah I told him he can leave, but before he left he asked us to pray and we did then he left...I took a nap and yeah I fall asleep.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 10:39:53 +0000
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