“ Invisible Frown” Thinking back to the first time we met, I never knew this beautiful woman would connect with me on a whole different type of level. I knew this woman was about her business but didn’t know to what expense, covering the tracks of her lover at the time, she sent the law in the wrong direction to buy her man sometime, I saw the level of loyalty and admire her for that. When most would’ve buckled she stuck to the G-Code, never droppin a dime. Much respect was gained, and it plays a big part of the respected name she carries around. Over time I watched her and saw the events that were going on in her life, most couldn’t handle the mental torture which she handled without a flaw, it’s an impressive thing to sit back and watch from a distance, being the woman she is, draws lots of attention, lots of friends, lots of haters, but only few see the frown behind that beautiful smile. On a daily she stays dolled up, she stays on top of her game, most blunt then others, but one of the realest you’ll ever meet, see it, grasp it, understand it, and respect it, because I know the truth of life, behind a smile is a frown, nobody can see it because she keeps it hidden way deep down where sometimes she can’t even see it. The frown is cause by loss, this woman has the tears of a clown, while flossin that smile, it covers the pain, over the years and many losses, losing lovers, losing loved ones to the pearly gates, and losing her other half about a year ago, her bestfriend, her everything in this world, her little brother, ill never forget the screams, ill never forget the tears and the hugs while her familys hearts were stolen from them, because I was there to witness this woman start to crumble, not knowing the facts at the time of the incident, later we spoke and the truth came out, devastating me to only imagine what she was going threw inside. Over time I saw a change, dealing with something which nobody ever wants to face, she turned to the bottle to fade away the pain, going out on the town for the night, which came off as “partying” . I saw it as healing and closing up the wounds from her shredded heart and slowly I saw her rise up again, gaining the confidence from years ago, she completed the action we call mourning for the loss of a loved one. Looking at her now, I’m proud of her strength and courage to fight the emotions head on knowing in her mind she was going to overcome these feeling. Never really getting the chance to know her, I already knew her…….. life is what you make of it, take your losses the best way you can and rebuilt yourself, sometimes the ones reaching out to us, are the ones we sometimes push away because we’re blind to see that they see right threw us and just wanna offer support. This ones to you cuttie with a booty….. Much love, respect , and support, Sincerely yours, NICK LAZARO
Posted on: Sat, 10 Aug 2013 19:17:20 +0000
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